Sister, I’m here to tell you that you are not alone. I feel you, I too have felt like this. It was not until One day I decided to call it in early and go upstairs when I heard my then 3yr old say “Daddy, Mommy just needs to take a nap and then she’ll feel better!” as much as it broke my heart to hear her say that, it was the truth. I needed to sleep! I needed to refresh so that I may fulfill my wife/motherly duties with a joyful heart.